within the clouds

school holiday nearly over.. spm comes nearer.. and i become nervous than ever.. pfffttt... i better do my best.. and that is why.. i have deactivated my facebook account and.. i gonna stop blogging for awhile.. focus on study.. grr.. its not going to be easy.. i have a mischievous attitude ya know.. i cant be serious more than 2 or 3 hours.. sighh.. till SPM finish.. t . r . a

t his school holiday was filled with korean drama and movies.. i was so addicted to it that i decided to learn korean language. it was quite hard.. it has 40 alphabet.. OMG.. but its interesting ya know.. i've always want to learn korean languange.. hehe.. i learn it online.. so excited.. when i finished my lesson.. then i can watch korean movie or drama even without subs.!! wahh.. but i keep thingking.. isn't this the time i study for spm next year.?? what if i fail?? what if i have no a's?? what if i cant achieve my dreams.. urgghh but then.. sometimes i still study.. BIOLOGY only.. i dont know why but.. i only interested in biology and chemistry.. physics... urghh.. but then bio and chemist was the subject that i constantly failed.. and physics paper.. was mostly that i score.. sighh.. till then t . r  . a

they say its okay to say goodbye.. in life.. not everything we have will stay.. sometimes... its just has to go.. whether we like it or not.. i've been searching.. for years and year,, is there thing we cant buy with money.. in this world?? but then.. the answer.. still can not be found.. hmm.. this is all bullshit.. i dont even know what im talking about.. t . r . a

aiman's weather forecast for tomorrow.. I've always been running and rushing towards the thing that I've been dream of.. without me realizing that i actually moving in circles.. but because of that one person.. the light seems brighter from day to day.. and the path seems clearer.. thanks to that one person.. i feel better now.. thanks to that person.. i think life's not that hard anymore..

there are things in life that happen and we didn't realize it.. such as love,friendship,and so much more.. as time past.. i starte d to realize.. I've been wasting my life on some minor things  and i didn't concentrate on the really major things in life.. i admit.. i did regret some of my decision back then.. but theres no turning back.. i know that.. as i looked at my self. i saw those bad things I've don't.. even though its just a minor mistake.. but i do regret it sometimes.. it feels like we when shopping and buy all those stuff that.. we actually already have or.. stuff that are not important.. and as we get back home.. we think about the money we've spend.. whoa !! that's an awful feelings ya know.. and i don't really want to have that kind of feeling twice. and I've decided to change my life.. maybe i cant change in a blink of eye.. but I'll try.. till then.. t   . ...

okay.. this poster right here was a story.. that i've been watching lately due to the boring-ness of the school holidays.. wow..new words.. boring-ness haha.. this story was kinda fun you know.. all those adventure.. i like haha but unfortunately this story is still not finish yet. it was only until the 7th episode.. in which i've watch it all.. -.- now i am still knitting.. ang going to continue knitting.. until its done.. yeahh thats the spirit. hee.. so i think.. till then.. t . r . a

hey.. please listen to what im going to say.. maybe we've been friend not too long ago.. but u are one of my best buddy.. and i don't want to lose you.. please don't give up.. you are not a quitter.. hey.. if you're gone.. i'll feel empty.. we are friends.. and we'll always be bestfriends.. i love you and no one can take your place as my buddy.. even if there's no hope.. you can still try.. and i wanted you to try. cuz i don't want to lose you so.. please.. don't give up kay.. love you.. t . r . a

this is the new project i'm working on on this holiday.. wish me luck :D t . r . a

okay.. its been awhile since a last updated my blog.. i've deleted all my post.. and i gonna add a new one. ;) its a school holiday and my my... i still have no plans.> where should i go. . what should i do.. a keep thingking about all these things and guess what.?? i've figure it out.. :))) ill tell you in the next post. t . r . a