within the clouds

assalamualaikum .  harini lets talk about feelings.  i am different . that what i know and i feel.  not in the unique way but . just plain different . when the girls . other girls . let it be my sis and my aunt or my cousin or even my fren . when they start talking about clothes , boys :P and make ups and all other girly stuff .  i feel left out . cuz i am not girly at all .   i dont know why it makes me sad  but this is just the truth .  since my parents divorce which is when i was 1 yo . still a cutie :3 i have been doing everything for myself . bkn dr baby la kan . start skola rendah -.- i iron my own clothes sampai hangus kaww. X) started doing the dishes and other house chores. buy my own shampoo . when girls PMS for the first time . their mother was the one who would tell them what to do . teach what brand to buy. me ? sedih okayy . cuz my family are not like other family .  i know not every family is th...

assalamualaikum .  im back bebehh . ehee. lame gile xupdate . rindu la jgk :3 cuti sem ni abit busy sbb well i'm working !! ehee. seronok dpt kerja . dapat duit :)  first2 ayah xkasi but then dah dpt pon dye redha jela ank dye yg degil ni nk kerja jgk .  my life now. is okay for the time being . in love :D and well. calming. xbusy mcm mse kat kampus. me and him dah 3 months. hee and im super duper happy . bile pikir dulu . that i dont have feelings for him . and skrg mcm ni . kelakar okayy . aahahha jodoh xkemana dokk . ? heee well like always couples fought ,hve misunderstanding but we always try to make it better and try to understand each other and guess what . cant wait for our date!! lusa kot . sbb esk dah dapat gaji . ehehehe. and i bought the instax camera. akhirnya with my very own money okayy .  dari dulu minat tp ayah kate mahal . so dpt tgk je laa.  tp skrg dah boleh kerja kan .so boleh la simpan duit sikit.  ...