within the clouds

siape yg jd penghalang pulak ni . tlg jgn salah paham . bnde tu dah lame jd .  aku xpernah salahkan kaw.  kaw kwn aku skrg tu yg pnting. aku xnk hilang kawan sbb bnde lame.   sekian

assalamualaikum .  today , maybe its to late .  aku xkesah . but if we end up not talking to each other anymore .  i wanna tell u what i've been keeping from u all this time.  i dont wanna write a hand written letter .  so this is  a letter to an old friend . my dearest friend . have u ever thought why we became like this .? yes u said you're hurt . because of my action. have u ever thought about how im hurt because of urs ? as u know . yes i have a crush on u before . but what did u say ? u're not ready for a relationship right then but after all that , i knew . it wasnt really bcause of tht . u're still with ur ex girlfriend which u have broken up with . cant u just said i dont like u then ? im not blaming u . im trying to make u  see. that the problem is from the start we bacame friends . u gave me hope , yes. u rely on me . yes .  i told u u treat me like before yes. and i dont blame u for that . ...