sorry but i'm different .

assalamualaikum peeps. :)

#np - i dont wanna miss a thing .

just i watched "ISTANBUL AKU DATANG"

and ohh maii ohh maiii.

its sweet.

she finds true love when she was about to lose one.

 i saw how people fall in love.

being loved by someone you love felt good isnt it?

my friends. they look so cute and happy when they are with their partners.

i wish i could do the same.

well who doesnt want to be love?

to be special to someone.

to have some one to care for you.

i would want it too. who doesnt? . they must be weirdo. haha. jahat. but then its true.

i used to hve one. *bf* wht i mean. mcm xpercaya kan. budak selekeh ni ad org suka. haha. 

budak tu rabun sebenarnye. hehehe. but it doesnt last. it was all 4 years ago. we broke up. 

well its just like how turbo c++ is not compatible with my lappy.

i was not compatible with him.

both have bad temper. but its not about the temper . its just . we doesnt seems right i think.

so different but yet so alike.

i used like him though. hehe.

USED TO . jgn org tu perasan dah laa. :P

now. when i think about it. we're so weird. . how can i even be that mushy with him. 

i care about him. and talk softly. say i love you. when i dont really love him *i think*

that shows how relationship change people. i wouldnt have guts to say i love you too someone now.

i love you is "aku cinta kau " in malay right? 

gosh just hear about it gives me goosebumps .

because now that i think about it. how would we know that he or she is the one?

we feel it right? but how can we trust each other to love one another till death do us apart.

like those in movies?

its really hard. that is why i think . being single is better. right now.

but when i saw love movies , couples in front of me.

i get jealous. cant i even be like that.? cuz if i can. i want it too last. 

i do have a crush on people around me. but its just temporary . 

i dont love them . maybe i do but as friend.

i sometimes just admire them. 

and i cant really talk about mushy stuff . its embarassing and. 

well. its just embarassing.

 haha.

but i want to experience it though. hehe. gatal.

but well in the future laa. not now.

 malehh nak pikir pakwe-II ni. 

hehe.

thats all for now. gtg. going out with nuna. gonjeng-II hehe.

pantai sura im coming~~ !!

till then.

t . r . a 

p/s : jangan nak menganjing ape aku tulis dalam ni. cuz well ni hak aku. kaw nak fikir ape. g mam. :P