Again

I missed you.
i really do.
bila aku msg. dia reply sepatah sepatah. sedihnya rasa.
baru lah nampak kan aku dah tak special
bila aku ckp bye the answers are always bye jugak.
 how i hoped that he'll say " please stay"

bila dengar lagu happy pon aku boleh nangis . rasa mcam helpless nya aku
i miss him
i wish i could say it to him.
 i wish i could say i love him
but i wont. for now
he needs to heal and so do i
but i hurt so much that i cant think of anything else,

i need to be strong i need to be patient but how
i need a support system but who
when those part has always been you.

aku risau .
bila tgk whatsapp dia online tp dia tak msg aku
aku tahu dia slalu msg kawan dia
and one of his friend ( a lady ) baru putus and seek advice from him
aku jeles bila dengar
 and tba2 that girl ckp rindu kat dia ( mcm mana aku tahu , dia lah ckp )
and dia dah ckp kat budak too he's not in for a relationship

tapi hati manusia
kita tak tahu
kenapa aku takut bila aku patut terima yg Jodoh dan ketentuan tu milik Allah
aku tak tahu

aku tahu tapi peritnya nak accept
peritnya nak tahan perasaan